Monday, March 31, 2014

Growing process

When i was 12 i am a big fan of young-adult novels. Ain maisarah is one of my favourite authors. I love all her novels - Aku Mahu series, impiana etc. Im in love with the protagonists in most of her novels which is The Wannababes. A group of 7 glamour girls in Sekolah Sri Bangsar. Wohoo i cant believe i still can remember this. Okay , now let me try listing their members one by one- Fasha, Shasha , Fazura, Diana, Linda, Sazzy, Nana. Is that 7? OKAY I STILL REMEMBER THE MEMBERS OF THE WANNABABES HAHAHAHHAHAHAH.

Theres also a website , sekolah sri bangsar of im not mistaken. A social network, more like facebook where we can tolerate to each other and also can share our own story. Fyi i have a sekolah sri bangsar acc and i put hamtaro the hamster as my profile picture (hahaha). 

I met Ain maisarah twice .

Since my friends and i love to read, we also love to create our own novel. You know make our own novel, of course the main character is ourself. People we hate the most will be the protagonist. 

Just now i was sitting at my study place and suddenly my brother came and laughing holding one of my masterpiece - an opened envelope with few a4 papers. Guess what? He read my syok sendiri novel i made myself when i was younger ((okay lets be honest here, the one he's holding is the one i made last year. Hahaha 16 and still making syok sendiri novel, i just should kill myself for doing that stupid thing. Haih why i never grow up?!)). He cant stop laughing and he asked me few annoying questions. To not downgraded myself, i told him thats not mine, i told him thats a friend of mine who wrote it. 


The envelope i was talking about. I put my masterpiece in an envelope because i was thinking what if the publisher would like my idea and printed it so that i can be famous. HAHAHA. Bye.

Sunday, March 30, 2014

So done




Im so done. Favourite people in one photo. In my country.

School starts tomorrow and my spec crack and my school tudung burnt. Cant imagine how funny i look tomorrow, different colour tones of my school uniform ; brand new tudung and pale yellowish baju kurung. You can imagine. Oh yeah and i cant remember how my tudung look like when im wearing tudung without spec , i mean like my spec is my saviour that protect my tudung shape. 

Expect nothing but good results. In shaa Allah

Wanna laugh?

Hey there wanna laugh?! Today is the last day of first quarter break. Last saturday i made a before-holiday plan and draft it since i still got something to add to that list.

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Before-holiday plan

I think its not too late to wish HAPPY HOLIDAY. Finally, a great escape after 3 months of school.

1. Harry Potter

My number 1 plan is im going to read this book. Its been a while since i can concentrate on reading.

2. Sherlock

Im going to rewatch the entire 9 episodes of Sherlock from season 1 till season 3. ((oh yeah btw Benedict Cumberbatch who played as Sherlock is coming to Malaysia this 26th March to host 2014 Laureus World Sports Award in Istana Budaya. I cant go. Oh god! This is why i hate my idols coming to my country cause i know the chance i can go meet them is 0.000001%))

3. Homework

Thank God not so much homework to be done since the week before the hols is exam. OH EXAM! Ah please dont remind me about the result!

4. Puncak Jaya

Extra classes during holiday! The school can never let us free!

5. Drama 

Need to prepare something for the ulbs. Uwaa im so lazy.

6. Cut my sleeping and food

I remember last school holiday, which means last December, theres one day i spent my entire day sleeping and eating. I mean, i only get out of my room for food and i gaining weight like hell.

7. Study 

OKAY IM LAUGHING SO DAMN HARD.

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Let me reveal the truth ; what im doing during this break.

1. I read Harry Potter until page 70 out of 607.

2. I watched oscars-winning movie, 12 Years a Slave instead of Sherlock. I watched it twice and cry a lot. I'm so soft-hearted (lol).

3. I got an invitation to what they call 'wild party'. No! Its not that 'wild', no worries theres no liquor, weed and drugs. We just having fun eating pizza and playing carrom. Not 'we' actually, i mean 'they' since im not attending due to some personal matters.

4. I sleep. A lot. 

5. I didn't study. 

6. I eat. Giant portion.

7. I watched chibi maruko chan. Repeatly.

8. We discuss nothing about drama. 

9. I attend puncak jaya and looked like makcik.

10. I burnt my tudung sekolah.

11. Homework? Ha ha


12. And not to forget, i played badminton : finally!






Reason

If you are intended to not live in Malaysia, despite of all your current reasons, let me give you another reason.


Saturday, March 29, 2014

Passion on baking

It sadden me when I saw this kind of statements 
" I prefer baking than cooking. Cooking is so kampung-yet-makciks" -some girls with oven
"She's pretty plus she can bake" - chibi maruko chan

I dont have any ovens.

I used to have one when i was 7. What do you expect from 7-year-old girl who owe an oven?! Then my mom gave the oven to my aunt. 

My mom dont bake. She hate it maybe because she cant but she said she hate baking. Added, my mom said baking is tedious. She prefer cooking (refer statement from girls with ovens). And she did. My mom is the best cooker ever. If she's not for you but for me she is. Always. She can cook the best biryani ever. 

I can only cook (haha). It would be a lie if I said my passion on baking is 0. I really want to bake but i cant bcs i dont have oven. I keep asking my mom to buy me one but she refused to do so. Sobs. 

Macaroons. Red velvet. Congo bars. Mars bar. Pavlova. Chocolate cake. Cookies. Pretzels. Cheese cake. Brownies.

All these trendy and mouthwatering desserts are oven-based. Can you see how cruel the world is to me. 

Most girls at my age can bake. 

Not to exaggerate, at least i can cook. Nasi goreng. 




Here I present to you, the most popular vege in Malaysia- kangkung (water spinach)

Party liar 2.0



Since i cant attend the 'wild party' organized by husna and the gang, i made something to cure my heart.

Tadaaaaa



And the limited edition one


Dream and daydream

Photo from tumblr

I always wanted to be an inspiration to everyone. Or at least someone. I always wanted to be a winner in everything that counts me in. I always wanted to make my family proud of me. I always wanted my friends feel thankful to have a friend like me. I always wanted people around me be happy to know me. I always wanted to not be a misery to anyone. I always wanted to be a good example. I always wanted to be a good writer. I always wanted to success in my life. 

I keep saying i can! No one can stop me from what i want to do in my life. No one can stop me from chasing my dreams. 

Dreams. 

Without even realizing , I'm the one.



Sunday, March 23, 2014

All of me

I dont have to describe more since everyone is listening to this song now.



What would I do without your smart mouth?
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright


My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh

How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you


My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind


'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh


Give me all of you
Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard


'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you

I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh



i cant write

i cant write. im not a genius and i cant write. i dont deserve to have a blog. this is crap. i cant elaborate words. right now i feel so insecure. i dont have an amazing life to be shared with. im just another super typical girl who lives in malaysia, spending most of her time lying on the bed and dreaming. dream that impossible to catch because shes lazy. this is the worst ever blog you ever visit. no photos because im not a photogenic yet i dont know how to take picture and hell yeah not beautiful. seriously i disgust myself.