1. I insecure.
2. I don't have a real amazing life to share.
3. I hate mainstream.
4. I hate competition.
This wild guess and the tendency of this guess to be true is about 99.97% to be true, probably the reason why I don't commit in any relationship is because of this negative trait of mine. I am a jealous girl. And insecure. And overthinking. Somehow, I chose to ignore all that and focus more on being a better version of myself
Yes, a healthy relationship requires all these all plus and minus. If jealousy is conveyed as love than how about open-mindedness? Less love? and What about over-jealous-towards-every-single-thing-and-every-girl-wants-my-bf? Over love? Too love? heh. for me it's just a sign of an unstable mind.
Doesn't make any sense!
On the other hand, I myself have to think from another side of the coin. Everyone fights a battle we having no idea about.
I was hired as an actress!
for one of my classmate project.
But nahh, I wasn't born as an actress (well not for an unpopular school project, I was born for Hollywood! ha ha ha). I unmanaged to deliver the simplest lines and laughed all way long. Ah Gawd, he recorded it all my stupid laughs! Bij, don't hit the play and please delete my role! I'm afraid he's going to use it against me to blackmail me when i one day becoming famous.
|It's a wrap!|