Consistency. There's time when I actually can read, study, doing sudoku, watching TBBT and write a post. But, I'm afraid whether can I do the same exact things tomorrow for the sake of consistency. I am a very dependable to an emotion or uncatogarized thing called 'mood' and voluntary. I hate to do things I don't want to do, things I don't give a fuck on, et cetera.
Life is not always going the way you wanted it to be. Plans are somehow just a plain written words on a piece of paper; no any specific meanings, no longer a guide towards a dreamy life. Some circumstances left us no choice except for just go through it.
I actually don't really know what's wrong with me. Me and my engineering course story is like in an endless tale of love-hate relationship. Whenever I faced hardships in studies, I blamed engineering. Whenever I met an un-nice human, I blamed engineering. Whenever I found myself problems ; I blamed you-know-what. It's sometimes not even related to you-know-what.
The first place I took this course is because I think in future I will not regret. It's once a lifetime offer and both my mom and dad were over the moon the day of my UPU result came out. Unable to make them disappointed, I grab this chance. Oh for my goodness sake, am I blaming my parents?
See how coward this B.
May one day, I got back what I missed.
Tuesday, March 8, 2016
Monday, November 30, 2015
26th December 2012
the first ever picture in my antique phone i got for my pmr's result. insha Allah, going to swap to a new on soon. supposed, all photos in this phone are going to get vanished.
baim was so cute back then, i cant resist. how appropriate, respect me & listen to me.
but nothing i can do to turn back time.
but I were given chance to live that life once more, I'm sure grab it and live it to the fullest :)